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Hey, Peeps!

I think that it has been a year since I last wrote on this blog.

My English became a bit rusty…Hence, pardon my rusty English.

University life is as busy as ever, a little bit hectic… I must say. 

However, I think… Being busy is better than being free. 

Cause' at least being busy, I will have lesser time paying attention on unnecessary things.

For this semester, I have been assigned as marketing director for Project KEBATIM and treasurer for MASSAC. For sponsorships, I have been pushing my committees like crazy and manage to find some sponsors within a month. I'm feeling grateful because most of them are well established companies. All of them are sponsors on benefit in kinds, but I'm still thankful. At least I have settled sponsorships on items and now,  I just need to focus on sponsorships in terms of monetary. 

For studies, I was a bit upset when SKR disapproved my application for extra credit hour. Worried that I couldn't finish my degree on time. However, after thinking through it…Maybe this is better for me. For this semester, there are so many things going on… So, I think it's better not to burden myself too much. 

Hmm, been a little bit emotional lately. 

I think this is all because of the side effects of being stressed out.

Losing myself little by little, I have tend to get upset easily by minor things.

Even over think a lot of things…

Or maybe I'm not confident enough with the decisions that I have made…

Too much self doubts, too many uncertainties…

It's time to stop being depress and start working hard on the right things. 

I have been complaining a lot lately too on my Insta Story. 

A little bit ashamed of myself for being negative. 

So, a new resolution for me is to stop complaining and try to love every experiences gained wholeheartedly. 

Oh Ya, and in my department, most of my juniors don't know who I am.

It's understandable as I'm a low profile person, but still, it is ridiculous for them not knowing me as the treasurer for MASSAC. This is because we have introduced all the high committees on our official Instagram account and also in our Annual Grand Meeting. So, my course mate told me to be more open up towards others and allow people to know me more. Hmm…Being too reserved is really a bad thing. I'm too reserved until my existence is not even noticeable. 

Even though I am not shining, it doesn't make me a person without potential.

Everyone has their own potential. 

I may have flaws but my imperfections are things that make me unique.

Even so, I still need to improve myself and become a better person.

I may be unnoticeable by now, but I won't stay this state forever.

My ideas may not be inspiring now, but it will lighten a picture someday.

No point feeling disappointed over things or situations, even though life doesn't go according to plan… 

Things will always improve and so do people.

Realise your own skills and sharpen them.

Realise your own weakness and correct them.

Hold on to your strength and be proud of it.

Change your perspective and practice positivity. 

Be Positive, Stay Happy :)